melancholic
PRONUNCIATION: (mel-uhn-KOL-ik)
MEANING: adjective: 1. Gloomy; wistful. 2. Saddening. 3. Of or related to melancholia.
From: Wordsmith
I know. I know. I shouldn’t be posting about how melancholic I feel because of the upcoming blogoversary celebration over at Lainy’s Musings. This is the time for celebration, aint right?
But what the heck!
Sometimes we can’t help but let it out in whatever manner we know how. I feel like I am going to explode. Pent up emotions have been kept inside for so long and no matter how much I try to be strong, I still break down and cry.

I have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions for a week. Such grief was even made worst by some unexpected eventualities and bad news from the family. It’s just tearing me into pieces.
I can’t bear to see my mother to be so devastated when she will finally know about this. I still don’t have the guts to tell her. I am trying to be strong for my family.
I am praying for more strength and guidance. I hope to overcome this like I did in the past.
So help me God!
General Santos Time




7 Comments
March 12th, 2011 at 5:34 am
Hang in there, my dear… No fiercest storm last… and you are in my prayer too..
Yes, may God grant you and see you through all trials… God Bless and *hug*
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March 12th, 2011 at 6:43 am
Thanks Ting. That means a lot to me.
Hugs back to you!
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March 12th, 2011 at 11:38 am
I am always in your side Lainy and I am always there to comfort you. Sometimes, we need to expect the unexpected event in our life. Be strong and find ways how you help your mom. I’m sure she will understand and accept the truth. God will never never leave you in this kind of situation. He is always there carrying our burden. Just pray and trust in God. Hope and pray that you feel better now. Hugs…
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March 13th, 2011 at 1:51 am
napano ka te?
hope you’re ok na…
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March 14th, 2011 at 4:23 am
Hugs and prayers to you . . . God will give you the strength you need to get through this.
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March 15th, 2011 at 5:21 am
Poor Guy! I feel pity for him, and for me too!
Nice Post.
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March 15th, 2011 at 3:11 pm
oh my…why man dear….sensya, nakichismis ko…hope everything will be ok.
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